20230118_Carter_(434)
today i will go to the hospital and consult with doctor about my fat. i was trying to control my appetite but i couldn't control it all by myself. i have been made myself promise to reduce eating the foods several time. but if i feel hungery, i did order the food through the delivery app even the late night. i know when i eat the food in the night, i can get gain weight easily. but i can't be patient. also, i did consider that go to the hospital. what is the reasin that i am considering to go there?. i heard, it costs me a lots of money to lose weight. in the meantime, i spent my time to be concerned about losing weight. but now, i don`t have enough time to lose weight. as being stupid, i just let it go not to think how the time is flowen away. there is no time until leaving the korea. it takes almost 5~6 months. until that time i have to prepare the interview answer and suit which i fit in. i already prepare the answers but i can't prepare to put on the suit because i am still fat. that's the reason why i am trying to go to the hospital for losing weight. also, i will working out at the same time. Originally, i don't meant to be rush. but when i face with the reality, i thought that i was late. i am not fond of being rush however if i have to do something as being rush, i can be rush for myself. anyway, i don't have any choice but to wish that effective.
and i will sign up at the gym after doen the surgery. if i will sign up at the gym early, i think that it wastes money and time until be done the surgery. because i can't move and go to the gym while i am recovery about the surgery. i don't want to waste all of my thing and i want to spend it as worthwhile. Oh, i have good news. that is..... i am passed what i applied for my vacation for 8 days. so, i have enough time to recovery and check my body until off to work. when the more i study in the Soridream, i can feel to come closer the end. even if i will finish the Soridream, i will keep going on studying english to other ways until i come true dream. i did't expect me how long study constantly like this way. i think that the goal is giving me a energy to go forward.
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