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i have a stuck in big problem today. nowadays, i`m doing study famous person`s speeches. while i work at nighr, i was doing study it. but for the first time, i`m not finish it yet at all. i think that some of part is super arduous for me. his accent, pronuncuation and rhythm totally i can not follow it. somehow i was trying ti follow his speech, it is not his speech. when i did finish his speech, everything did change. so, i did record on my voice. but i don`t understand it even me. after writing this diary, i will try it again. i think that i`m lack of my efforts. i have to pour my efforts more and more. as long as i study more, someday, i will reach his speech. i`ve always studied english when i deciced to stduy english, but it`s still chellange to me. when am i feeling it is easy?. especially, Current affairs English, it caught my ankle. i almost understood it 70~80%. but the problem is rest of it. because i`m doing search the company which i want to go. i really want to know the company vision and issues. however the problem is that everythig consists of english. so, i`ve got to strss about Current affairs English. but i`ll try to read and interpret in the company vision and issues. y`know, i think that almost the company vision similiar. it doesn`t matter when i read the vision. but the company issues is problem. because i`ve never seen the some words. Actually, at time time, i used translator shamely. whenever i`ve got this feeling, i feel like that i`m standing in front of big wall. i spend almost my daily time to study english and work. in spite of spending time like that, i`m still lacking of my english level. i`m wondering what should i do more. maybe i have to efforts more and more. i really don`t want to give up for this reason.