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i don`t have enough time to sleep and study cause my work. So, when i wake up, i did study immediately. i had to focus on it maxium. because i have to off to work quickly. and i just watch lesson from Soridream. i taken a my labtop and note in my bag. before i did leave my place, i checked my items several times. when my spare time on my work place, i did study it. unfortunately, i can`t stduy about speech. also, after writing on diary, i`m going to try to study speech. but i`m not sure because i may get off the work. and as soon as i arrived my place, i`ll fall asleep right away. after a short time, i get chance to work a daily part time job on the restaurant. after working part time job, if have time fully, i definely study english again. or watching TV show. Now, i have a pretty problem to me. when i saw something before , i had filled up curious like that what`s that about. at that time i got a excited. what a wonderful world. back to time, i was emotional and sensitive. but now, i am totally opposition. i`m not emotional and sensitive anymore. when i was watching moive about touching my heart, i`m sure at that time i have tear on my eyes. last week, i was watching same movie, i don`t get feeling anymore. it is feel like a wasting my time. these day, i don`t know my emotion. sometime, i want to feel touch my heart one more time. so, i talk myself that how about haive pet. however it`s very hard and tough. and above all i may don`t have responsibility. this point make me hesitate to have pet. if i want to touch or watch a pet, i go the zoo, cafe or watching through youtube . there is good place zoo in the city. i think this place is good to care of my mind.