커넥츠 스피킹

< p left;">Today happens terrible thing in korea since than that. i don`t want to talk about this. so, let me aviod this subject. please accenpt my sincere condolence.

yesterday, i did forget about uploading my recording file on the website. because i was gassed so when i came back home, i fall asleep right away. that`s so stupid. today, i`ll upload it including today`s files on the site. fortunately, i did already record on my labtap. i just transfor to mp3 file. after that i am done. these days, i have a considering about english. i am just think about my level silently. back to time, i always used to say same thing. and i can understand and talk about small talk with forign friends. but i can not go forward anymore. of course, i know that my level is not reach enough to listen difficult thing, but, i think that i can understand it somewhat about news or other thing, for example, sometime i watch the youtube-short, there was also forign video. i couldn`t understand almost everything, i`ve never heard some words and expression. it makes me shock to me. i`m not sure that can i reach which i want. now, i`m really nervous this situation. because i`m trying to prepare interview. but if i can not listen or understand what interviewer saying, what should i do that. however it`s not reason to give up my dream. i am just doubting about my level. ironically, the more i study english, i am losing self-confident. i know i feel like hurry by myself. i`m trying to control my mind. but it`s really hard to control. i have to stop thinking like that. i feel like i`m in drowning in stress. at times like this, i have to study harder. because if i stop studying like as this reason, i really stop at this place. in spite of it`s really pressure to me, i have to go forward. what a waste as it is to give up what i want to become.