커넥츠 스피킹

nowadays, the game is floating around in my head currently, Every time i eat,before asleep , and study. however i hold my mind barely. it is absoluately holding it on my mind. Every time i want to play game, i just wonder to myself that am i really desperating to study english?. suddenly, this thinking passed through my mind. at that time, i can grab my floating mind. To change the mind is that i think difficult thing. anyway, back to the question, my answer is yes, i am desperate to study english for my future. this game is not important more than my future. i can play the game whenever i want but english is not. i have to study english right now. if i miss out this opportunity, i can not go forward. this game remind me why i am studying english harder. to be funny is that i am trying to persuade myself. there are subtitle and speack english like that. it is like a self-justification. i persume i have to avoid this attitude. i think if i have like that attitude, i can not be successful anything. so, i think i am strict to me. that`s why i am very sensitive to keep the schedule and rules. i am very sensitive person when i am doing study. so, i think i am hestating to play game. because if i do play game now, i`m breaking my own rules. i really hate it. when the situation come to break the rules, that is serious situation. usually i spend my time about preparing job interview, and studying. even though that`s it, i don`t have enough time to play the game. on the other hand, it is not good to push myself srtongly. from time to time, i take a break, at that time i`m usually watching TV, reading books or chatting with my friends. so, when i have a rest time, i`ll play game instead of them. i have already done make a plan. i am going to do next middle of month. i`m imagaing how exciting and interesting when i am playing the game.