커넥츠 스피킹

these days, Every time i was watching the video by made english, i am tryin to turn off the Korean subtitle. so, i can understand a little bit. but there is a huge problem. when i listen to some english, i did translate to Korean constantly. it is not good thing. because on the contrary, when i listen some Korean, i don`t translate it. i just accept it as it is. i feel like that i am i am stand in front of wall. if i can go over the wall, i can improve my level. but, i can not catch how to go over the wall. it is just my lament.

Yesterday, i did test about english word with my coworker. my level is as same as 8 years old. at that time, i have got a shocked. because there are a lot of word that i don`t know. if i go to a abroad, i have to deal with various situation such as custmoer, report, and so on with coworkers. if i don`t know various words, i can`t communicate with my coworker. it is not problem when i speak english, i can do explain easily. however real problem is when i listen to something. my the best of worry is when i can not communicate with my team. if i don`t listen or understand what they say, how could i get in the job or prepare job interview?. the speaking is that i can practice more and more but the listening is the high level compare to the speaking. so the day is coming closer and closer for going abroad. the next month is already end of year. Every time i check the days, i can not get rid of the pressure. when i thinking about my future thoughtfully, i know i don`t have to think about like that. if i give up my dream. but when i got stress more, my passion is no longer with me. it is like staying around my head in order to give up. as same time, when i am doing write about my stress on this site, just a little bit i can released my stress. i will get a energy and i am going to stduy.