커넥츠 스피킹

i had great time in my grandma's house for 3 days. and i can have enough time to break for me. so, i could fill energy up enough to study again. i am about to study in three days, i feel like a little bit awkward. it is not don`t want to study. rather i really want to study when i was staying in my grandma`s house. Anyway, Even though i don`t have special thing in her house, but i was really satistified. now that i have gained energy to study, it is time for me to run to study again. come to think of that, how many day don`t left to new year. i think that i didn`t special thing to do. and i have always been working and studying in this year for my dream. from time to time, i really want to stay my reality that i don`t want to go forward my dream because it is really hard to me. however, Even if i can get a fail experience, i did decide to go forward to my dream. i could get a decision at my grandma`s house that i can decide to go forward more than now. because i could take a break and think carefully about it serveral times. the come out to result is that i don`t want to be regret. and i am trying to spend my money and time for my dream. if i give up for my dream because it is hard, i can`t get off my head about it. that`s the reason why i can keep going on studying. So, maybe i might sign up for language exchange program for next year. and i will quit my job and i will about to pack my thing. i think that it is annoying thing to me that packing. because after finished exchange program, i will go to job interview right away. maybe at that time is almost winter. so, i have to prepare summer and winter clothes both of them. and i just pray that the plane ticket is cheap more that now. Also, after finished Soridream study, i alreay prepared other study thing until go to the exchange program. i don`t really really want to be regret. so, i will do it the best. So, if i get a fail, i will accept everything. because i did spend my time and money enough to my dream. maybe at that time that i don`t have any regret.