커넥츠 스피킹

Yesterday, i had a little free time in the middle of work. So, i was asked the budget of exchange program to the language institute. As i expected, i got a budget about it. but the budget is cheap more than i expected. i`ve never thought about discount when i go to exchang program. Every time i am about to go forward step by step, i think i can make it what i want. it has been almost four years from the preparing to the practice. and since then i have been preparing to get what i want. it is really hard time and i think it is hardship. anyway, finally, i had tried to ask the budget to institute. it has been taken almost 4 years that this attempt. when i was about to try to attempt, i always stuck in something. such as money, english level, or other thing. Even though my English level is not perfect, now, i think i have confidence to go forwared a little. i don`t want to lose to this opportunity. because i had prepared a lot. and it`s time for me to go one step. and there is other problem. one thing is i am trying to go only one country for exchange program and go to the job interview right away. and other thing is i am trying to go serveral countries. there are each benefit to me. that`s why i am in be concerned. if there is a lot of time left, there is a lot of time left. i think it takes almost 6 month form now. i am not sign up yet. maybe i will sign up by 3 month left. yesterday, i did a lot of thing. Also there will be lack of thing. but i can prepare slowly. i did decide a lot of thing yesterday. now, almost everything is decided. i will just spend my time to study english and try to lose weight. i think the lose weight is very hard. whenever i am walking on the street, there are a lot of delicious restaurant as i looking at and also smell like is so good. it drives me crazy. what i thinking inside me is that i have to lose weight but why my sight is look at the restaurant. Please i have to be patient. i have also tough time today due to them. anyway i will fight in order to my dream. keep going to move.