커넥츠 스피킹

My new year's resolution is that i just said before a few days. i want to go abroad as soon as possible at least in july. So, i tell everyone who i known about my plan. some of people are shocked or surprised for my plan. because i`ve never been told anyone until now except for my parents. however, i felt more better as saying to everyone. cause i don`t tell anyone due to that i feel like that someone talk me that you are not possible. but everyone give me a energy. and i really get a energy from them to practice my plan. i always check my plan by 2 days once for checking some of the change thing. Whenever i will be checking about change thing, i think that i am really enjoying to check. there is something in the check thing for going forward. that is the plan and the practice. when i make a plan, i am trying to make them carefully and detail. because all of the success depends on me. i don`t want to be fail. Rather than i want to be success, i want to do what i want. almost people said, success means get a lots of money, have nice family, or get a power. but to me that success means that not. of course, it is good to get what i say. but it is more complicate as same time it is more simple. i think i am also thinking that i am success. because i have nice family, get a enough money, unfortunately i think that i don`t get power. it`s joke. anyway, i think i am enough success but i want to do more challenge thing to my life. one of my bucket list is don`t leave any regret when i died. it is very hard. i already have many regret thing. that`s the reason why it is my bucket list. these days i am a lot time to spend for other thinking when i write a diary. so, from time to time, i get off the subject and forget it what do i write. anyway, look at it that i get off track again. i just read what do i write, just give me a second. so to me success means... i don`t know still. maybe i am on my way to some goal. where the place i arrive is that i don`t know what there is. if there are both that success or fail, finally, what do i get it?. i am really wondering.