커넥츠 스피킹

my emotions are getting better. i am trying to change my mind. Even though I couldn't get the item in the game yesterday by unlucky, i will play the game constantly because this is the best game for me. if i will try to play the game for getting that item, i may get an item. all above i am really enjoying play the game with my friends. we don't have time to meet each other because we live in different place. but if we meet in the online place, there is no limited to meet. just we can promis a time to meeting in the online. i think that we looks like family because we known each other since we were young. even each other's parents know too well. when my parents got into troble or at work, my parents asked my friend's parents to take care of me in their house for wait a minute. also, there was the situation that opposite. anyway, we grown up like this way. so, if i didn't meet them, something is awkward. so, when i was trying to think about going abroad and get a job, i was really concerned. of course, there was language problem. apart from that, i am really nervous about my family and friends. sometime i did just picture that i can`t see them for a long time. Even if we can`t meet each other for a long time, my desire that i really want to go abroad is the bigger more than them. it is really incomparable, i want to go there for my life and work. some of friends and my parents don't want me to go there however i did persuade to them about my situation and what i want for a long time. i think that they might persuaded. but i am not pretty sure because they may pretend to be persuaded. anyway, i will try to fix the problem sincery. and i make a reservation at other instutution that language exchange program. if i have a various options, it is good for me. i can compare which is the best and more cheap. and my heart leans toward go ireland for studying and interview place. and the ireland is the cheap compare to other country as i know. that`s why my heart leans. because i can't ignore about price. i have limited resource and will somehow get through the tunnel what i want and really want to inform good news to them. this is one of the things that gives me energy when i study.