커넥츠 스피킹

while i was studying in the Soridream recently, i could study some music that is listened at the first chapter that has been a while. i was really surprised because i have been walking far from there. Actually, as soon as listen the music, i can catch almost everything. this music is so simple and easy to learn but it was reminded me again why i study english. at the first time, i didn't understand almost everything, miss out rhythm, just tried to translate and just following the script without enthusiastic. at that time, i thought that i don't have any passionate to study english but looking back, i had pretty much passionated. if i don't have passionated to my goal, i couldn't reach to now. i don't have any sure when i start to study for my goal. i always said i am pretty sure i can catch what i want. but the other side, maybe i was a little bit concerned. i was afraid that i miss out what i hold on something in my hand at that time. so, during the study, i was not sure that is the right, i had no choice but to go forward a little bit. so, at this time, i was looking back slowly where i reach. my dots are connecting to where i want. i didn't know that importance of looking back. just looking back while walking, i have a energy to follow my heart. although i don't any experience in that field that live abroad so i was afraid that go forward however i can be courage to stand in the wall that block on me. and i will destory the wall strongly for going forward. in the process, i may hurted, discouraged and failed but it doesn't matter to me now. because i have never been trying to achieve what i afraid. now i have to check my dots is connecting very well. and those dots are making me more better.

Steve job's speech is some of part is difficult ot not. some part is easy to follow and other thing is not easy to follow. but this differance make differance. and i want to be better through the differance. that's why even though it makes me hard, i can't stop study. i know today's frustration make me better. get off the track, FXXKING snow is dropping now. i have to get rid of snow on the road. Actually, i loved to drop snow but in the army, i turned not to like them. and i still don't like to drop the snow. i hope that just stop it.