커넥츠 스피킹

Finally, the day is came that got a eyes of surgery. the day left only one. i am not sure when i restart to study. probably, i will start around 3 or 4 days after. because i need time to take a break for recovering. so, at that time, i will just try to do review what i have studied until now. or turn on the youtube and just to listen english thing. i am some concerned because i have never taken break study until now from on july last year. now, my routine is made up and i have been always kept. even if i don't have time to study for playing, i was going to study before the day. and i have no idea how is it pain. since almost people's painful is different. it is just case by case. i hope that everything will be fine as soon as possible. there may gotta be something to be annoy but i will move on. so, after tomorrow, i might not upload the my file for a while. now, looking back, there is noting fun the best for me to upload my file on the website. because it is the result of mine. to be honest, from time to time it was the annoied to write diary because i didn't have the story and when i make a recording file, it was bothered me that my accent and prounuciation. however i didn't doubt somewhen it made me better. i am always keeping my place and just to go forward silently. it is the lie not to shake my believe at least one. however as same time, i believed if i can keep go forward silently, i can reach where i want someday. and i can reach a little bit. the evidence is i am trying to go abroad. if i don't sure about myself, i have never tried to go abroad. so, i was piling up more or less about my english to be confidence. and now, i think that i am piled up somewhat. that's why i have confident to go and live abroad.

i would say about the surgery, Originally i wanted to get a surgery that smile-lasik, my eyes are too bad to get a that surgery. i was replaced by lasek. so, i need long time to recovery. and i already bought artifical tears because it is too expensive to buy. the nurse said it could have better buy it in advance because after got a surgery, the insurence isn't applied. so, i bought it three boxes. tomorrow is the day that got a surgery. i just hope that it is not painful.