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i have to go out the korea on 15th july. i already prepared my passport and round trip ticket. it must have been thrilled to me. when i made a reservation about them, i felt really excited. it feel like that now it is starting. and in the february i will finish the study of Soridream. and i am going to study other english things. it is like a read the book, listen something or practice speeches of famous people. especially, i want to expand my words information. there are a lot of words that i still don't know. i can heard their rhythm and prounncation now but i don't even know their meaning. so it is difficult to imagaine through my head. Actually, i wanted to learn english words but foreign's friend said that is not effectively. they recommended to me read a novel from the easy thing. i accepted their advice that they give me. and i am able to read the books quickly. while i stay in korea, i will buy a nice english novels for reading in the abroad.

these days, i had obsession to improve english skill. it looks like a compulsive. however i put down a little bit. no no no. i am trying to put it down slowly. in the meantime, i thought i have to improve my skill as soon as possible because i think i don't have enough time. this thinking was wrong. i was rushing by myself to upgrade it rather i got a lot of stress. when i listen somethnig, if i can't listen something, i blamed myself why my level was still in place. it sort of compulsive. i thought that i have never been gotten the obsession. but it is not. i already have it. and it is very dangerous thing. because it harmed all by myself. even i can't control very well. but i am trying to change my mind to be peaceful. if i can not do something about english, i just try to think that is just stopping by or passing by. in spite of i just changed only one my mind, my mind is more clearly. currently, it is still difficult to accept as just english but it is better more than other days. so, it is more comfortable to study english. and also the stress is less than. however, i still don't understand the culture to me. i have sovled one problem and now i have new one. i get a really really headache. i think that it looks like the culutre different. whenever i went to Itaewon for eating out, it taste like more korean of course. but sometime, foreign people cooked to me their country food. it is.... next time i will tell for it.