커넥츠 스피킹

Finally, The day is left only two day until new year. i was really excited due to do my plan. to be honest, i was worried about it a little bit. because it is totally new road to me. i have never experienced it. but no, no.. it is not worried. it closes to excite. and i have to do lose weight for fitting my suit. it is left only 6 month. i know that but, my willingness is so weak in front of the food. i always decided to do every day but ironically i did break the promise with myself every day and with excuse. to be fun is that i have never worried about eating the food until before come up my dream. but it just that, when the dream is coming in front of me that i look at, at that time, i feel like that it is real that i have to be prepare as soon as possible. if i get a ready to do interview perfectly with the english, i will be really happy. but i don`t like to be fat anymore until to do interview. and i want to put clothes nice suit to me for interview. but my currently status is not possible. Every time, Every minunte, Every second i am trying to decide to lose weight but i always break. it is really ridiculous. because i alwalys keep my promise to myself. but only the lose weight problem is making me uncomfortable. anyway, in this time, i will keep my promise resoutely. my plan come up in front of me closely. and i don`t want to lose this "opportunate". and i will sign up at the gym again. of course, there will gotta be better way. but that`s the only way to that i know. and i will not never ever break my promise again. Let me don`t give up and try it again and again.





i make a reservation by the bus to go my grandma`s house. because i will already finish my task on my work place and i apply my vacation for ready new year. my grandmother is old. so i will visit her house when i have spare time. and i will never have food a lot. of it is very difficult mission to me. she wants me to eat it more but i don`t want to eat a lot. it is like a spears and shields fight. please give me a power to win.