커넥츠 스피킹

I need a reason to accept the situation now
I want to collect more reasons about this case and Someday I would tell myself

What have you been doing to make your everyday blessed?

I've been looking for rules that getting rid from obsession

If something or relationship let you feel toxic, throw it away without thinking

It's too tough for me to accept this situation alone, so I've been gathering the logical facts, as much as I could. And I let them speak out instead of current me.
If it makes you boring and hard to understand, please be patient and tell me.

I promise that if you water me, I will bloom and we're gonna taste the fruits together

One day, on the game, one of players who is most close to talk with me said you bastard. He was excited and just said it out. In general people are swearing on the game
but suddenly you've heard it, you bastard, it made me upset.
So I reacted do you want me to be annoyed? and he said sorry and then kept talking You know it's usual in our group did you know about that...? Suddenly he stopped talking
and I told him that we were treating each other preciously so let's show some respect on words
I forgot, my idea doesn't belong the atmosphere of the game zone,

- Some journals from February of 2022 -