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it's been a while to study english to me. since i got a surgery of eyes. so i didn't have to see anything also, i could feel a lot of pain thing through the eyes. and i realized that eyes were very important. i took a time almost close my eyes. i was really hard to even open eyes. when i was trying to open my eyes. at that time, the tears fell down immediately. it was too pain to open my eyes. anyway, i was turned on youtube barely and tried to search english thing. actually, i already did finihs that search about english but after gotten surgery, came back my home, it flown away. to be fun is i couldn't look at the display. when i am trying to look at the thing, it was too shining. so, i opened my eyes a little bit and trying to search it. and i chose the one video that the longest play time. and i was listening only that the video. of course, i couldn't understand and i couldn't catch it what they are saying but i am trying to keep it on listening. as i found out, it was the difficult section. even though when i was fall asleep, i turned on that video and i just reduce the sound. the times were almost 3~4 days. if i have good listenling skill is good but unfortunately, i can't have what i want. at that time, i could realized that i need to put comprehensible input on my head until yet. i can catch some of the rhythm but still i didn't know what they are saying. so, i will finish the Soridream study and will start to read the english novel again. in the meantime, i don't have time to other study. because i have to make a plan, work, make a recording file and write diary. especially, the work is consist of all of my day. but if i can finish the Soridream, i can get a time to other study thing. and i know how to english study. also, i will write and upload on the web-site constantly. now, even my eyes conditions are not good. i can see everything but blur. even if i can see it blur, i can study. compare to a few days, it is the best condition. and if it goes well as my plan, i may finish the study in february. and other expecting is going to the working place. because also, it has been a while to wrok after resting. i think that i feel like awkward. however there is a little bit excited a little bit in there.